Worst World

One can't  live without him but she even don't want to see him again. Is this the way things goes, how one can stay on four words "I don't know you". When you know that, person  before you loves so much . It may be good because  who don't want to see him may not be his true love.
It's good, girls are like beats that strike in heart. They does not go easily from heart but slowly by time.Does it happens every time  when someone loves.

After going blocked over 'whats app' he goes in front of her and tell  that he is the person who called her and says sorry for bothering. He asks for friendship again but response does not change and she replied saying ' I don't know you' .
He: you will not become friend.
she:I do not know you, Obviously we can't be .
he:it's ok .
and move from there.
In todays world of Internet no one is unknown.

He got reason 'I don't know you'. So now he was going to remove the barricade after some time he moved to talk her with his friend who was her classmate. Conversesion goes here:
He:Can we talk one minute.
she:yes speak.
he:you said that 'you don't know me' so we can't be friend.
she: ofcourse.
he: meet your classmate do you know this guy?
she: ofcourse I know him.
classmate: guy is good and likes you.
he: when we will talk only then we come to know each other.
he: do you know your friend by birth.
friend: ofcourse she knows me from class 6.
friend: let's go, let's go, let's go , let's go, let's go.
she: My friend have some work can we talk later.
he: ok, no problem.
No talk after this when he was moving out from corridor she was walking in, he watches in her eyes she first watch for a while turns and then again sees him, he got happy.

After few days just walking in corridor with his friend he asked her.
He: Is your class lectures are over.
she: NO, why?
he: are you attending lectures.
she: Yes, why?
he: Just asked.

He used to message her over FB but she never even look them, requested to follow on instagram but no reply neither cancel nor accepted just ignored. One can block him on FB and Instagram if she does not like him, but she does not.

 Within a week he with his friend goes on a random tour to Mathura they visited temples (like "Bankevihari", "Prem Mandir", "Iscon Temple"...) and walked over vrindavan's holy street.
They spent about 20 hrs in Mathura and returned to their place. All time during his jouney he was thinking about her. And even prayed god for her frindship.
One week spent no talk but everyday he requested for follow and send request on FB as well as message her but as always she ignored.

After few days he decided to talk her again, in evening he prepares his dress as well as  himself  by watching various videos over YOUTUBE 'how to impress girl' 'Sandeep Maheswari videos' and many more about 3 to 4 hour just watching such videos and next morning goes  her to talk. She was in cafeteria, watching her he got nervous and spends some time just walking in corridor then walk in front for her. As he has seen in videos some tricks like 'talking funny'. Next goes here:
He:Hey it's not right, it's cheating.
she: What cheating I warned you before.
he: does your boyfriend warned about me.
she: boyfriend does not matter.
he: you will not be friend.
she: No..... .                                                                                     

     

                                                                                                                                         
 He walked from there, moving fast out of cafeteria, he started what fuck she understand herself , how she can be so much selfish , I loves him but she does not ,does she have any family problem, she can tell me, does she want to focus on her study, she can tell me,  moving fast as much as he can. He was not attending lectures since last many weeks and this day he again left his first class for her. He was going upstairs second floor where he have his next lecture.

Two-three days are not enough to forget her it will take whole life, perhaps it will end at his last breath. He become sad now, whenever she comes around in college he changes his way because he does not want to hurt her, he still loves her and till his last breath. He always spend 2-3 hrs daily just watching her images despite of all this.

What about girl, does she have a boyfriend? or she does not have any feel for the guy?
Rude ancestor said "what does girl have to do with education, they does not deserve it" .
I never agreed with them but now it looks good to hear when someone hurts you, they was right because girls are too much selfish than boys. Even two girl, their friendship like two cats who fight for their domination. They are not good especially these are girls that belong to age group 16-......25.

What fuck, these girls can destroy anybody's life. That's why child marriage was good, girls does not have right to destroy one's life. Someone said   "You do that's LOVE, We do that's RAPE".

It's over, do not love. Love is fake, "SEX" ,"FUCK",and "LEAVE" new definition of  REAL LOVE .



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